I had a very long talk with my boss last Friday evening about my unhappiness working for the firm. This was a hard conversation for me to have with him. I, essentially, asked him what could the firm offer me in terms of a long term future. Also, asked him what could I do to assist the firm in becoming a major player and expanding our market. He did not have any answers for me, but he did say that he would look into it. Whatever that means. He lied quite a bit during the conversation. I only called him on one of the lies. I assume that he does not realize that the employees talk with each other and, of course, share information. I felt a bit dissatisfied after the very long and exhausting talk. It appears that he has no plan for the future of the firm or the future of the employees. I asked him specifically what he saw my role as in the future and he could not articulate anything to me.
A few good things came out of this endeavor: (1) I maybe getting a raise as a result of this conversation. I don't know how much. He said he would go speak with the partner in the South/Central Florida office about giving me a raise (typically raises are about 10%) and; (2) I gave him an idea I had about bringing more work into the firm. This was the second time I told him about the idea. This time he was excited and willing to let me give him more information. Hopefully, this will take off into something big. I hope it does and that eventually I work out an arrangement where I am getting a piece of the profits for coming up with and implementing the idea. Wish me lots of luck. It's so hard to implement and bring new ideas to a company that has little to no rules, boundaries or parameters. And no outlook with regard to the future.
That being said, for the time being I am going to table the idea of looking for a new job. I want to see if this will take off into anything and build the firm up into something big. If, ultimately, things do move along well and I am still unhappy I will resume my job seeking efforts. I am going to wait until after the new year to resume my job searching efforts.
Good for you for presenting your idea to get more business. That can't be an easy conversation to have. I hope you get a 10% raise. That would be sweet!
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